Getting busier....

Getting busier lately with more classes. Every night reached home quite late and after bathe will just go to bed.
Life seem to be more meaningful, at least is more contented. No free time to think about others stuffs.
Moving on and be focus! and i hope you will also!
cheers!

Life is short! Appreciate it!

Life is beautiful.... but some time it is short too!
This few days, get in touch back with one of my secondary school friend, i think we have not been keep in touch for the pass ten years.
We have been chatting lot. We shared a lot. And apparently she is very good in baking and shared a lot about her experience. Out of my surprise, she told me that one of her brother passed away last year because of cancer. Really shock and sad. Life is really short. Appreciate it when you still can hold it.

Sweet Memory

Chances or opportunities are given to you by yourself, is not by others.
There have been times where i keep asking for the last chance, give me one more chance, i can be better, give me one more chance to proof it to you.
Lately, i realized that if you don even give a chance to yourself, who will, who care?
A blossom flower will only last for a few days, it wont be last forever. A sweet memory in any relationship is always so sweet no matter where you go, and when you think about it. Let it be engraved in the heart and grow in the heart.
I need to grow from here......

it is so painful, especially late at nite.....

it has been two months. time flies. it have been the terrible two months for me. it is undeniably, i have been so lost. some time i don even know what i want, why i am here, i don even know who am i. the feeling of keep thinking of some one is not good. it is so painful, especially late at night. i cannot go to bed.
but, i think i should really learn to love myself more. talk is always easy. but i really need to do it, do my very best!
during this period of time, i have some chance to think about what i really want in life, i have chance to think i have been doing for the pass, what mistake i have done, and what i need to do to be a better person.
all the sweet memory will always be engraved in my heart!

Family is very important!

I think everyone who read this will agree with me that family is very very important for each and everyone of us.
When i think back, it is almost ten years already. Since my mum passed away on 1994 and follow by my dad end of 1997, i suddenly felt that i don have any close one to talk to, to share my problems, difficulties in life...... it's such a sad scenario to see myself ended like that.
I have to admit that i am not the unluckiest person in the world. I have had a lot of sweet memory when i am young.
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lately, i was a little bit depress. How i wish there can be here with me, talk to me.
appreciate them when they are still around, spend more time with them. How i wish i can spend more time with them.....

安息吧! JOJO!

今天一早醒来,发现JOJO断气了!很惊讶也很伤心!

人生如戏,真的说得很对。往往很多事情的发生都不在我们所预料之中的，你捉得越紧，就越容易离开你！

最近很烦、很多东西都不顺！也曾经想了很多、很多！

每一个人的人生是靠自己去彩绘、靠自己去创造出来的。我很希望有一天，当我离开时,那一片天空会是很精彩的！

事实胜于雄辩！很多事情发生后是无法改变的，就唯有面对、接受和往前走！

人生的转泪点.......

Wake Up! Wake up!

Wake up call! is really time to wake up and move on. I have been dreaming and dreaming for the past. Is time to get myself kick start again, think of wat i want in my life.
I have been making some of my friends worry about me. Sorry about that.
I will wake up, move on and hope for the better future.

I want to thanks everyone.......

It had been a tremendous years full of excitiements, funs, surprises, disappointments, sadness...... it make me grown up a lot of facing different challenges in life.
Life is tough, yet beautiful, be HAPPY! some one that i respected a lot told me this before. i knew him just for a short period of time, yet his advices and encouragements have been deeply engrave in my heart. Thanks for everything. brother K.
I would like to take this opportunity to express my deepest gratitute to my best and closest buddy, B. Throughout the years, he had brought me lot of happiness, joyness, and always gave me a lot of motivations and words of encouragement. is not easy to find some one tat you can click so well as friend, trust each other and treating each other like close buddy. thanks a lot.
Special thanks to my close buddy in Australia, A as well. We have been known each other for close to ten years. the good time we spend together during uni days had always been one of the good memory for me.
I want to thank my cousin, sister ML as well. She has been the great supports to me this few years. She has always be there lend me a helping hand whenever i need it. A lot of times i had been disappoint her a lot. Hope she can forgive me. Thanks.
I also want to thanks my good friend and boss Ms C for always support me and giving me chance to grow on what ever i am pursuing.
Thanks to all my friends and relatives, who had came into my life, and made my chapter of life wonderful. thanks......
LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL????

Happy Valentine's Day!

Good in memory...........

This year valentine's day, i will be alone. How sad... right? anyway if u think it from the positive side, is good to be alone some time so you can ready sit down and think wat u want, and wat are u looking for in life.

It have been completely three years and six months, it had been a tremendous years and months full of excitement, fun, joyness yet also disappoinement, sadness...... a friend of mine told me, if u never feel depress and sad, how u know wat is happiness?

i have been not feeling well for the passed few days. i have thought a lot and now i only realise life is really short. I fainted two times and i found out that i really need to change. I don know how far i can breath, but i will do my very best!

In life, there is always some one so special to you. You care for that person so much...... In life, there is a moment where you don really know where to move on, and where to go, how to moving on..... is never been easy. You really need to find the way out of all this. I feel that i am so tired and exhausted and miserable.....

i just want to take this opportunity to wish this special person in my life, good luck and all the best! i will always be there for u when u need me, either i will support u physically, mentally or spiritually. take good care my dear...

Home Cooked Dishes

From time to time, i will spent some time prepared some dinner. Here are some of the dishes prepared by me.

Chicken with Ginger


Roast Pork Ribs

Happy Chinese New Year!

One U New Wing


The Garden


Mid Valley Mall


Pavillion, KL


Chinese New Year is just around the corner, every one is busy to do the last minutes shopping, buying new clothing, buying cookies, buying.......but according to most of my friend, this year is rather quiet. I think a lot of people is expecting an economy downturn after chinese new year, so they are trying to cut down on the spending as well.


been to a few shopping center, and here are some of their decoration.

Would like to take this opportunity to wish all my friends Happy Chinese New Year! All the best!

the 26th days!

it had been 25 days. i had been gone through the most difficult period of time in my life. every minutes, every seconds, it seem to be so hard for me to continue the next breath. some time i wish i can scream out, i wish i can voice out, and how i wish i can.......

of course people will always said, and keep telling me that this world is beautiful, there is a lot more nice people out there, don feel sad, let go and move on...... i know all that and i have been keep telling my other friends the same thing when they broke up. but when i myself are falling into the same situation, only i realise that how difficult it is to be let go and move on.

i had been forcing myself to do so. been busy, as busy as i can, so that i will be extremely exhausted and just sleep.... but nobody know that, no matter how tired i am, i cant sleep well at night. it had been a torturing days and nights. i always woke up in the middle of the night, and most of the time is becos of a nightmaire.

this close friend of mine always ask me this same question again and again, WHY U ALWAYS DROP YOUR TEARS? and every time i just said that nothing? it is not. of course there is a reason behind that.

If we ever think back, life is indeed very very short. We would not know wat will happened tomorrow. We really need to treasure wat we have, appreaciate it, and move on.

There is a saying, "a small shirtf make seismic differences". i should change the way i see myself, change the way i see others, and change the way i see everything in this world! perhaps, life will become better.

Chinese New Year Cookies...... by Magic Moments

14th of the month! Learning to love myself!

A new chapter in life. And i realize that learning to love yourself is not an easy knowledge, and indeed it is very challenging for me. I realised that i have not been treating myself good enough for some time. And i think i should start to love myself first, before i am qualify and eligible to start loving some other people.
It has not been an easy start of 2008. The journey of road seem bumpy. but i believe it will become smoother. we just need to work hard and be focus and move on.
It is another 14th of the month. It is always been a good memory in my mind. Although it is full of sour and bitter and spicy, but it is very very sweet as well. Let the good memory grow in our heart.
Move on, and i am sure tomorrow will be a better day! Just need to keep work hard!

Buddy.. now i understand......

i still can recalled vividly, there is once my close buddy told me this, he found it so hard and difficult to forget and let go. he seem so miserable.... at that moment of time, i cant really realize how he felt, i kept saying words to comfort him. i tried to spend some time to call him, chat with him..... but now i really realized how it feel. Buddy, i not easy. is really tough.

but life is still need to go on no matter how tough it is. KEEP MOVING!

Happy New Year 2008

Happy new year 2008!

It is a brand new start. A new year with new resolution in life.

2007 had been a great and unforgetful year yet was full of up and down. I stopped dreaming of having financial freedom, staying in big house, bring luxury car, quitting the 'dream job' that i have been working hard for almost 3 years, venturing into lecturing, giving tuition.....and doing some free lance job. It has not been an easy year. Some one which is very close to me asked me this before, are you enjoying lecturing? are you happy with where you are? doing wat you like? .......... i don hate wat i am doing now, but obviously if i have the option, i will denitely doing something else which i always dream off. Is not easy, but i think to kick off and to maintain a living, i still need to continue wat i am doing now, be focus and i am sure i can get a fruitful outcome also.

In 2007, i had make one of the most difficult decision in my life also, that is to let go and move on. Let go some one who i really in love with.... some one that i am willing to give up everything, including my life...... someone that i can sacrifice everything for..... someone who is always in my prayer....... but LOVE, it's like our hand, it need both to clap. To let go and move on doesnt mean that i don have the feeling any more, this special feeling of love will always be deep inside my heart, no matter where am i, where i go....... thanks for the wonderful years, months, weeks, days, hours, minutes, and seconds........

2008 just started..... honestly i felt lost. I don know wat is my direction in life. i know that there are plenty of challenges that i need to face, i need to overcome, but i am just not ready for it. The end of 2007 and the beginning of 2008, i am trying so so hard to move on, i tried to make myself as busy as i can, as tired as i can, so that i can sleep well at night without missing some one..... i am praying hard that i can able to make it, and move on to be a better person in life.

Let set our dream and goal in life and go for it. Tommorrow is a better day!

Malaysia International FIreworks Competitions

Floria Exhibition at Putrajaya

PUTRAJAYA FLORIA, the Putrajaya Flower and Garden Festival set to become an annual floral festival for the nation’s Federal Administrative Capital, is held in conjunction with the 50th National Day Celebration and alongside the 44th International Federation of Landscape Architects (IFLA) World Congress.

The 9 day fiesta will take place between 25th August and 2nd September 2007.
Aspiring to be a Floral City, Putrajaya celebrates PUTRAJAYA FLORIA as part of the main event dedicated to the nation and the people of Putrajaya. It is an initiative that would further promote the Federal Administrative Capital globally and creates awareness amongst its inhabitants and the people of Malaysia of the uniqueness of the Garden City of Putrajaya.

PUTRAJAYA FLORIA is an international event that is owned and hosted by Perbadanan Putrajaya (Putrajaya Corporation). The event will showcase a spectacular display of flora creativity as well as local and international garden designs.

Went there during the weekend . It was pretty great experience. Here are some of the photos taken.....

I want to share this.......TRUE FRIENDS

TRUE FRIENDS CARE

SO MUCH ABOUT US.......

THEY WANT US TO BE ALL WE CAN.

THEY FILL US WITH CONFIDENCE,

GIVE US SUPPORT,

AND SHOW INTEREST IN

ALL THAT WE PLAN.

THEY SEE THE GOOD QUALITIES

OTHER MAY MISS AND

INSPIRE US TO KEEP OUR AIMS HIGH.

THEY URGE US TO PURSUE

ALL OUR GOALS AND

TO TRY TO FULFILL EVERY DREAM -

NO MATTER HOW

DISTANCE THEY SEEM.

THEY ASSURE US THAT

NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS,

THEY ARE ALWAYS BEHIND US

IN ALL THAT WE TRY.

THEY SHOW THEIR DEVOTION

BY MAKING US FEEL

THERE'S NO REASON

WHY WE CANT SUCCEED.

TRUE FRIENDS GLAALY STAY WITH

US WHEN TIMES ARE TOUGH -

GENTLY GIVING US HOPE,

SHOWERING US WITH LOVE AND

ALL THE ENCOURAGEMENT

OUR HEARTS MAY NEED.