it had been 25 days. i had been gone through the most difficult period of time in my life. every minutes, every seconds, it seem to be so hard for me to continue the next breath. some time i wish i can scream out, i wish i can voice out, and how i wish i can.......
of course people will always said, and keep telling me that this world is beautiful, there is a lot more nice people out there, don feel sad, let go and move on...... i know all that and i have been keep telling my other friends the same thing when they broke up. but when i myself are falling into the same situation, only i realise that how difficult it is to be let go and move on.
i had been forcing myself to do so. been busy, as busy as i can, so that i will be extremely exhausted and just sleep.... but nobody know that, no matter how tired i am, i cant sleep well at night. it had been a torturing days and nights. i always woke up in the middle of the night, and most of the time is becos of a nightmaire.
this close friend of mine always ask me this same question again and again, WHY U ALWAYS DROP YOUR TEARS? and every time i just said that nothing? it is not. of course there is a reason behind that.
If we ever think back, life is indeed very very short. We would not know wat will happened tomorrow. We really need to treasure wat we have, appreaciate it, and move on.
There is a saying, "a small shirtf make seismic differences". i should change the way i see myself, change the way i see others, and change the way i see everything in this world! perhaps, life will become better.
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