Happy new year 2008!
It is a brand new start. A new year with new resolution in life.
2007 had been a great and unforgetful year yet was full of up and down. I stopped dreaming of having financial freedom, staying in big house, bring luxury car, quitting the 'dream job' that i have been working hard for almost 3 years, venturing into lecturing, giving tuition.....and doing some free lance job. It has not been an easy year. Some one which is very close to me asked me this before, are you enjoying lecturing? are you happy with where you are? doing wat you like? .......... i don hate wat i am doing now, but obviously if i have the option, i will denitely doing something else which i always dream off. Is not easy, but i think to kick off and to maintain a living, i still need to continue wat i am doing now, be focus and i am sure i can get a fruitful outcome also.
In 2007, i had make one of the most difficult decision in my life also, that is to let go and move on. Let go some one who i really in love with.... some one that i am willing to give up everything, including my life...... someone that i can sacrifice everything for..... someone who is always in my prayer....... but LOVE, it's like our hand, it need both to clap. To let go and move on doesnt mean that i don have the feeling any more, this special feeling of love will always be deep inside my heart, no matter where am i, where i go....... thanks for the wonderful years, months, weeks, days, hours, minutes, and seconds........
2008 just started..... honestly i felt lost. I don know wat is my direction in life. i know that there are plenty of challenges that i need to face, i need to overcome, but i am just not ready for it. The end of 2007 and the beginning of 2008, i am trying so so hard to move on, i tried to make myself as busy as i can, as tired as i can, so that i can sleep well at night without missing some one..... i am praying hard that i can able to make it, and move on to be a better person in life.
Let set our dream and goal in life and go for it. Tommorrow is a better day!
1 comment:
mr see.... don stop dreaming of those things u said u've stopped dreaming of. circumstances are such that sometimes, we don't get to enjoy what we truly want, or what we're passionate about, but hang in there.. first comes the labor, the fruits of our labor will come in time...an honest comment, you make an awesome lecturer btw.. =D happy CNY.. the cookies look yummy...
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