The 4th Month!

Great day to remember. And keep moving on.

Tomorrow will be a better day for u and me!

Confusion?

Life is always full of confusion.

Everyday be thankful for what you have and who you are. This is just a simple request!

Even though I keep my eyes closed against the morninglight as long as possible. Appreciate that I can see, many are blind.

Even though I huddle in my bed and put off rising. Appreciate that I have the strength to rise.There are many who are bedridden.

Even though the routine of my job often is monotonous. Appreciate for the opportunity to work. Thereare many who have no job.

Even though I grumble and bemoan my fate from day today and wish my circumstances were not so modest. Appreciate that, that is my life......

Have i let go?

Talk is always easy. I keep telling myself to let go, but seem like it is really so hard.

Every morning, when i opened my eye, i always ask myself the same question again and again, have i let go?

You might think that it is so easy. And i know in your mind, you will ask, why until now you still cant let go? Can you just let go and move on. Think positively and live happily.

I wish i can be you. I wish i can .......

............ many days, i have just waited. Waiting for you to call me, to ask me how am i? to ask me out for a meal, for a drink, for a chit chat. but your name, your ring tone and your picture just never appear on my phone.

A lot of time, i am trying to call you. I press your number, and i hang up... press again and hang up again.... and my just keep beating extremely fast..... ended i didnt call you.

If i can live forever in my dream, this will be my only wish. I always hope that the dream will never end. Cause every night i will just saw you in my dream. so happy. but i know no matter how, i still need to live back to reality, keep breathing and keep moving.

It have been many days i didnt drop my tears already..... but when i am writing this blog... i don know why, my tears keep dropping. I miss u so so much.

Good to know that you have moving on very well and live happily. Cheers!

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How do you feel when you are missing some one so so much?

I guessed you really have no idea how much i miss you. My arm missed holding you. My eyes missed your smile. My ears missed the sound of your laugh........

How i wish i can be just beside you now, be with you and holding on you. How i wish i can gently touch your face, look into your eye and tell you how much i love you.

I missed being held by you. I missed being near you. I missed you so so much!

So close yet so strange.....

I met up with some one so special to me in my life for dinner few days ago.

I was rather happy and sad. It is a mix feeling.

Happy because got chance to have dinner with this person. Used to be so so close to me. Yet now the feeling is so strange. We are like so close yet so strange. Sad to this happened. But wat to do? This is indeed the fact in life. The real fact that some time we have no choice to reject but to accept it.

Good to see you moving on well also. I just want to see you live happily.

Destination of Life.... Airport!

In Life, everyone will have their own dream to achieve, own destination to reach!
Life is just like an airport! Everyone come from different countries, different places, but with one of the same objective, that is to reach their own different destination!
Where is my destination? What am i looking for in life? I really need to find back to old TJ, which is very motivated, optimistic...........
Come back TJ and move on... don waste any more time!

New journey of life.... and new chapter!

First of all, would like to take this opportunity to wish my close bro good luck and all the best! I am happy that you had found a job and had a brand new start, GAMBADE!
Journey of life is just like the road, it is not always smooth. We just need to face it and go through it and i am sure we will reach our own destination.

Only Heaven Knows.....

There is a lyrics in the song " she always on my mind, from the time i wake up, till i close my eyes, she is everywhere i go........ and though she so far away, it just keep getting stronger everyday.... and even now she is gone, i still holding on...... my friend keep telling me, if you really love her, you got to set her free...... why i live in despair, cos wide awake of dreaming, I know she's never there, and all the time i act so brave, I'm shaking inside, why does it hurt me so?......................... ""

There is time in life that you will feel so dismay, and so so lost. There is time in life that you don know who to talk to. There is time in life that you just want to be alone. There is time in life that you................... I think i had gave myself too much of excuses and reasons to keep holding on. In life, there are things that we can change it. We just have to face it, accept it and remember all the sweet memory and footprints left behind.

I have been slagging a lot lately. I didn't sleep well and i didn't treat myself well enough also. Thanks a lot to all the friends who care and concern so so much about me.

Life has been so miserable to me ever since everything put to a stop. Feeling of missing some one is not good and sometime seem to be so unbearable. Some time just felt so pain in my heart whenever i think of that some one. At time, life of been alone is like a body without a soul and it is so meaningless. But when you walked through it, you only realized, no matter what happened, there are still days, weeks, months, years and decades to come, still days that you need to overcome all the challenges in life.

My sincere wishes for you. All the best! Live happily!

Life is beautiful....Be Happy!

3 years 8 months

It had been an amazing 3 years and eights months ever since we met each other. It seem like yesterday and i still can remember vividly the moment when i fall in love. It was so sweet.

The 100 days

The 100 days!
Times flies. It had not been an easy days and nights.
When it reached the times where your concern seem to be control, your care doesn't seem to be sincere, and couldn't be bother....... i think is really time for myself to rethink who am i? what am i looking for in life? why need to continue to be suffer?
I had a lot of sleepless nights lately. I went to bed rather early and spent at least eight hours there. But when i woke up in the morning, i still feel very tired. Mentally didn't rest well
..................... it is time to really move on!

Coming to 100 days

It is soon to be 100 days.
I hope that i can have a better life, and a brand new start.
Let's pray for me.....