Have i let go?

Talk is always easy. I keep telling myself to let go, but seem like it is really so hard.

Every morning, when i opened my eye, i always ask myself the same question again and again, have i let go?

You might think that it is so easy. And i know in your mind, you will ask, why until now you still cant let go? Can you just let go and move on. Think positively and live happily.

I wish i can be you. I wish i can .......

............ many days, i have just waited. Waiting for you to call me, to ask me how am i? to ask me out for a meal, for a drink, for a chit chat. but your name, your ring tone and your picture just never appear on my phone.

A lot of time, i am trying to call you. I press your number, and i hang up... press again and hang up again.... and my just keep beating extremely fast..... ended i didnt call you.

If i can live forever in my dream, this will be my only wish. I always hope that the dream will never end. Cause every night i will just saw you in my dream. so happy. but i know no matter how, i still need to live back to reality, keep breathing and keep moving.

It have been many days i didnt drop my tears already..... but when i am writing this blog... i don know why, my tears keep dropping. I miss u so so much.

Good to know that you have moving on very well and live happily. Cheers!