Do you know how the feeling is?

Do you know how the feeling is when you get cheated?
Do you know how the feeling is when you get so lost in life?
Do you know how the feeling is when you get so sick in life?
Do you know how the feeling is when you get into big troubles but so helpless?

At first..... i keep crying and dropping my tears at late night. and lately i found out that it doesn't help to solve the problems. Indeed it spoiled my mood, it spoiled my days, and i am getting so mad and so crazy and hated myself so much...... it is not worth for all this.

It is either you want to continue to have this kind of life. Or you have to changed. Don worry too much any more. Just changed. and move on.

Hope life will be better for me from now on.