5 months....

it has been 5 months... u came into my dream last night. it was really sweet... i was hugging u..

anyway... i had been moving on very well lately. that life.

i feel good to see you living on happily also.

you are always in my mind...

i just want to share this.....

i find this is so meaningful.. and i just want to share with you.... this is one of the comments in my blog.

"有些东西，有些事，有些人，你越想把他忘记，你就是一世都忘不了。有时候，不再对这些东西那么执著，试着去放开，反而心里也会好过一点。一段受伤的感情，就好像伤口一样，会痛，但总会有痊愈的一天。但当伤口差不多完全痊愈的时候，请不要再去撕开那些疤，不然伤口永远不会好起来。当然，伤口痊愈了，总会留下疤痕。那是个感情的记号，可能你会很不喜欢这个疤痕。但你可以把它当成一个记录，一个警惕。或者乐观一点，它也可以是一个装饰品，一个刺青。别再用工作麻醉自己，因为累坏的，始终是自己的身体，别人是感受不到的。要放开，真的不是那么容易；但如果你真的做到了，那就是垮了好大的一步。往后的日子，就可以轻松地面对了。"

When you are alone.....

What will you be think when you are alone.....
When i am alone... i will think a lot.
Lately... i have been really tight up with my works. There are days i need to work till 12 a.m.... and i work 7 days a week. Feel so exhausted...
A good friend from BW called me up few days ago. She is facing some relationship problem. It is about a third party between her and his bf. That third party is her bf's ex... and now they broke up... she has been very very sad.. asking me what she should do now? Honestly i have no idea... i am a failure in my own relationship also. what i can say is that times heal. trying to let go and move forward. That is the reality of life. You just need to go and face it yourself. No one can help you but you yourself.

A full stop.... my chapter of love story

Every chapter in the book always start with an introduction and a conclusion and summary.
It is really hard for me to make such a decision.
It started 3 years 9 months ago. and i think is time to put a full stop in this chapter of my love story, which is long overdue, and start a brand new life.
Life still moving on without you around me.
May u and me will find our true happiness!

Happy Mother's Day!

A mum is a rose whose petals are soft

A mum is a lily whose stem is tall and strong

A mum is a person who is never wrong

A mum is a person you should love forever

Trust her, believe her and never doubt her

How i wish mum still around, and i can spend this special day with her.

14 years ago.. that was the last mother's day that i celebrated.

I baked cake for serena's mum and san sen. how i wish i can bake it for my mum too. miss her.

Life go on... Life is beautiful

When you are down and lost....

When you are down and lost.... you must keep telling yourself, tomorrow will be a better day!

Understand, appreciate and love ourselve, not in the sens of indulgence, but to understand that we have shortcoming, to accept that we have weaknesses, and that will enable us to open up, and reach up for help, and that is the very important step toward regaining your self-esteem, your confident on the road to recovering. We must that give up easily no matter how owful we might failed.

I will live everyday to a full, with the positive happy attitude. I hope you will also! Take care.... 530

What to buy for HER?

This weekend is mother day. Read through an article in the newspaper, discussing about what to buy for your lovely mum during this special day.

How nice if my mum still around and i can spend this special day with her.

My mum passed away 14 years ago. I was doing my form 3 that year. It was just like yesterday. Suddenly i miss her alot.

During the discussion, there are ppl said they will buy branded handbag, skin care products, jewellry.......i think the best present is to spend a day with your lovely mum. and spend more time with them. appreciate them when they are still around.

HAPPY MOTHER's DAY!

Life?

Life is keep moving and moving....suddenly when i was driving this afternoon, i feel rather sad and lost. But no matter how, i know i need to keep moving and changing myself to be a better person. I need some guidance. I need some care.......

Dream! Dream! Dream!

As human, there are times we prefer to live in dream rather than reality.
You came into my dream yesterday night. It was so sweet and wonderful, yet i still need to wake up and life in reality!
It is always dream that keep us motivate to achieve our objective in life!

What is important in a relationship?

We had a good things, didnt we? And then we parted cause you wanted to be free! No matter what happened, I'll always remember your sweet smile, and everyonce in a very long while. I always think about the good times and the days we had. It will always be the sweet memories engraved deep inside my heart.

We did so many happy things together.... and i always thought that we could go on like that forever. But those days are fone now, it seems, we're down to earth now, not living in a dream, be realistic.

Do you sometimes think of me,

and the happy times we spent together?

Fo you occasionally dream

Of all the things that might have been?

What do you think is important in a relationship?

Trust? Respect? Care? Sincerity? ..........................

A good friend of mine Poong just broke up few days ago. He has been so down and depressed. Spent some time sharing my experiences with him, talked to him..... And i think it is really important that you say things out when you are down and depressed. Don keep it with yourself. For every problem, there is always a solution out there. You always have a choice.

I know talk is always easy. You really need some time to really forget someone and move on. Moving to the right track in life and for the better future.

I am happy that he felt much better now. Keep it up my friend. You can make it!

We only live once! Live to the fullest!

What am i looking for in my life?

I keep thinking this few days, what am i looking for in my life?

I am already 30s this year, and i am still looking for my direction in life.

Yesterday i had lunch with some one very close to me. She spend some time sharing a lot of life experiences with me. She made me realised a lot. Thanks SanSen

I am spending 7 days a week now in lecturing and giving home tuition. I am not too sure is this what i want in my life. Am i going to do this for the rest of my life? But at least at this particular moment of time, i can earn a living and keep surviving.

I am trying to make myself contented. I am going to gym almost everyday for some work out too. And i hope to keep my mind as fresh as possible. Just don think about the past and just look forward, and looking forward for the better future.

I have a dream. I always wish that i can run my own businesses. If i have ever given an opportunity, i wish i cna run a small tuition center, namely E&E Tuition Center, and runninng a small cafe at the same time, namely Magic Moment...... It is always in my dream and i am working very hard towards it.

Today i went for a dinner at Jogoya with a close friend. He is some one who really spending a lot of time with me lately and had help me alot gone through the down turn in my life. Thanks a lot my dear friend.

I would like to take this opportunity to thanks my dear brother in singapore for being worried about me all this while. Sorry if i ever made u disappointed. I am moving on well now and i will be a better person in the near future. Thanks so much. I agree with you, life is about how you going to colour it. and how you want it to be. I will make it as colourful and as wonderful as possible.