Happy Chinese New Year!

One U New Wing


The Garden


Mid Valley Mall


Pavillion, KL


Chinese New Year is just around the corner, every one is busy to do the last minutes shopping, buying new clothing, buying cookies, buying.......but according to most of my friend, this year is rather quiet. I think a lot of people is expecting an economy downturn after chinese new year, so they are trying to cut down on the spending as well.


been to a few shopping center, and here are some of their decoration.

Would like to take this opportunity to wish all my friends Happy Chinese New Year! All the best!

the 26th days!

it had been 25 days. i had been gone through the most difficult period of time in my life. every minutes, every seconds, it seem to be so hard for me to continue the next breath. some time i wish i can scream out, i wish i can voice out, and how i wish i can.......

of course people will always said, and keep telling me that this world is beautiful, there is a lot more nice people out there, don feel sad, let go and move on...... i know all that and i have been keep telling my other friends the same thing when they broke up. but when i myself are falling into the same situation, only i realise that how difficult it is to be let go and move on.

i had been forcing myself to do so. been busy, as busy as i can, so that i will be extremely exhausted and just sleep.... but nobody know that, no matter how tired i am, i cant sleep well at night. it had been a torturing days and nights. i always woke up in the middle of the night, and most of the time is becos of a nightmaire.

this close friend of mine always ask me this same question again and again, WHY U ALWAYS DROP YOUR TEARS? and every time i just said that nothing? it is not. of course there is a reason behind that.

If we ever think back, life is indeed very very short. We would not know wat will happened tomorrow. We really need to treasure wat we have, appreaciate it, and move on.

There is a saying, "a small shirtf make seismic differences". i should change the way i see myself, change the way i see others, and change the way i see everything in this world! perhaps, life will become better.

Chinese New Year Cookies...... by Magic Moments

14th of the month! Learning to love myself!

A new chapter in life. And i realize that learning to love yourself is not an easy knowledge, and indeed it is very challenging for me. I realised that i have not been treating myself good enough for some time. And i think i should start to love myself first, before i am qualify and eligible to start loving some other people.
It has not been an easy start of 2008. The journey of road seem bumpy. but i believe it will become smoother. we just need to work hard and be focus and move on.
It is another 14th of the month. It is always been a good memory in my mind. Although it is full of sour and bitter and spicy, but it is very very sweet as well. Let the good memory grow in our heart.
Move on, and i am sure tomorrow will be a better day! Just need to keep work hard!

Buddy.. now i understand......

i still can recalled vividly, there is once my close buddy told me this, he found it so hard and difficult to forget and let go. he seem so miserable.... at that moment of time, i cant really realize how he felt, i kept saying words to comfort him. i tried to spend some time to call him, chat with him..... but now i really realized how it feel. Buddy, i not easy. is really tough.

but life is still need to go on no matter how tough it is. KEEP MOVING!

Happy New Year 2008

Happy new year 2008!

It is a brand new start. A new year with new resolution in life.

2007 had been a great and unforgetful year yet was full of up and down. I stopped dreaming of having financial freedom, staying in big house, bring luxury car, quitting the 'dream job' that i have been working hard for almost 3 years, venturing into lecturing, giving tuition.....and doing some free lance job. It has not been an easy year. Some one which is very close to me asked me this before, are you enjoying lecturing? are you happy with where you are? doing wat you like? .......... i don hate wat i am doing now, but obviously if i have the option, i will denitely doing something else which i always dream off. Is not easy, but i think to kick off and to maintain a living, i still need to continue wat i am doing now, be focus and i am sure i can get a fruitful outcome also.

In 2007, i had make one of the most difficult decision in my life also, that is to let go and move on. Let go some one who i really in love with.... some one that i am willing to give up everything, including my life...... someone that i can sacrifice everything for..... someone who is always in my prayer....... but LOVE, it's like our hand, it need both to clap. To let go and move on doesnt mean that i don have the feeling any more, this special feeling of love will always be deep inside my heart, no matter where am i, where i go....... thanks for the wonderful years, months, weeks, days, hours, minutes, and seconds........

2008 just started..... honestly i felt lost. I don know wat is my direction in life. i know that there are plenty of challenges that i need to face, i need to overcome, but i am just not ready for it. The end of 2007 and the beginning of 2008, i am trying so so hard to move on, i tried to make myself as busy as i can, as tired as i can, so that i can sleep well at night without missing some one..... i am praying hard that i can able to make it, and move on to be a better person in life.

Let set our dream and goal in life and go for it. Tommorrow is a better day!