it is so painful, especially late at nite.....

it has been two months. time flies. it have been the terrible two months for me. it is undeniably, i have been so lost. some time i don even know what i want, why i am here, i don even know who am i. the feeling of keep thinking of some one is not good. it is so painful, especially late at night. i cannot go to bed.
but, i think i should really learn to love myself more. talk is always easy. but i really need to do it, do my very best!
during this period of time, i have some chance to think about what i really want in life, i have chance to think i have been doing for the pass, what mistake i have done, and what i need to do to be a better person.
all the sweet memory will always be engraved in my heart!

Family is very important!

I think everyone who read this will agree with me that family is very very important for each and everyone of us.
When i think back, it is almost ten years already. Since my mum passed away on 1994 and follow by my dad end of 1997, i suddenly felt that i don have any close one to talk to, to share my problems, difficulties in life...... it's such a sad scenario to see myself ended like that.
I have to admit that i am not the unluckiest person in the world. I have had a lot of sweet memory when i am young.
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lately, i was a little bit depress. How i wish there can be here with me, talk to me.
appreciate them when they are still around, spend more time with them. How i wish i can spend more time with them.....

安息吧! JOJO!

今天一早醒来,发现JOJO断气了!很惊讶也很伤心!

人生如戏,真的说得很对。往往很多事情的发生都不在我们所预料之中的，你捉得越紧，就越容易离开你！

最近很烦、很多东西都不顺！也曾经想了很多、很多！

每一个人的人生是靠自己去彩绘、靠自己去创造出来的。我很希望有一天，当我离开时,那一片天空会是很精彩的！

事实胜于雄辩！很多事情发生后是无法改变的，就唯有面对、接受和往前走！

人生的转泪点.......

Wake Up! Wake up!

Wake up call! is really time to wake up and move on. I have been dreaming and dreaming for the past. Is time to get myself kick start again, think of wat i want in my life.
I have been making some of my friends worry about me. Sorry about that.
I will wake up, move on and hope for the better future.

I want to thanks everyone.......

It had been a tremendous years full of excitiements, funs, surprises, disappointments, sadness...... it make me grown up a lot of facing different challenges in life.
Life is tough, yet beautiful, be HAPPY! some one that i respected a lot told me this before. i knew him just for a short period of time, yet his advices and encouragements have been deeply engrave in my heart. Thanks for everything. brother K.
I would like to take this opportunity to express my deepest gratitute to my best and closest buddy, B. Throughout the years, he had brought me lot of happiness, joyness, and always gave me a lot of motivations and words of encouragement. is not easy to find some one tat you can click so well as friend, trust each other and treating each other like close buddy. thanks a lot.
Special thanks to my close buddy in Australia, A as well. We have been known each other for close to ten years. the good time we spend together during uni days had always been one of the good memory for me.
I want to thank my cousin, sister ML as well. She has been the great supports to me this few years. She has always be there lend me a helping hand whenever i need it. A lot of times i had been disappoint her a lot. Hope she can forgive me. Thanks.
I also want to thanks my good friend and boss Ms C for always support me and giving me chance to grow on what ever i am pursuing.
Thanks to all my friends and relatives, who had came into my life, and made my chapter of life wonderful. thanks......
LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL????

Happy Valentine's Day!

Good in memory...........

This year valentine's day, i will be alone. How sad... right? anyway if u think it from the positive side, is good to be alone some time so you can ready sit down and think wat u want, and wat are u looking for in life.

It have been completely three years and six months, it had been a tremendous years and months full of excitement, fun, joyness yet also disappoinement, sadness...... a friend of mine told me, if u never feel depress and sad, how u know wat is happiness?

i have been not feeling well for the passed few days. i have thought a lot and now i only realise life is really short. I fainted two times and i found out that i really need to change. I don know how far i can breath, but i will do my very best!

In life, there is always some one so special to you. You care for that person so much...... In life, there is a moment where you don really know where to move on, and where to go, how to moving on..... is never been easy. You really need to find the way out of all this. I feel that i am so tired and exhausted and miserable.....

i just want to take this opportunity to wish this special person in my life, good luck and all the best! i will always be there for u when u need me, either i will support u physically, mentally or spiritually. take good care my dear...

Home Cooked Dishes

From time to time, i will spent some time prepared some dinner. Here are some of the dishes prepared by me.

Chicken with Ginger


Roast Pork Ribs