God is So Good!

Since the day i met you, the feeling of missing you is getting stronger. It had been a while since i last mising some one so badly.
There was pleasure in the pathless woods, There was rapture on the lonely shore, By the deep sea, with music in its roar, I love now nature less, it just so glad that i met you.
You are just like a flower, So sweet and so fair. I look at you and love touches me like a prayer.
I remember the day when i met you, and now i feel a happiness each and everytime i think of you.
I am trying so hard to control myself. To control my feeling.... to control not falling into it.. to control...Alot of time i just lost of control, lost my sense of direction....so miserable. and i realized that i am in big troubles.
My close friend christina told me, god is so good. So i ask god, if we are not destiny to be together, why HE send this angel to me? To protect me? To comfort me? To motivate me? To challenge me? To???? So many ???
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