It has been quite a while that i didnt update my blog.....
now.... 4.24 a.m..... yet i am still awake here and writing my blog.
This is such a special yet weird day to me... i have been trying to sleep since 12 and till now i am still awake.... very very weird.
I am still very very active, and my mind keep thinking.. thinking....
There must be something in my mind.....
I remembered when small, my dad keep telling me this, if there is an opportunity in front of you, you have to grab it, try it, do your best, at least you will never regret in the future.....
Year 2009 had been an up and down year to me so far.... I am facing a lot of challenges, things that i never think it will happened is happening, and yet i need to face it with patience and try to sort it out. Thanks god that so far things are getting much much better and on the correct pathway. and at the same time....i think god had sent an angel into my life to, some one that treating me extremely nice and well, thanks a lot!
It had come to a point.... a turning point in my life... that i need a lot of courages to take up this new challenges.... i think this is what bothering me now... i keep thinking.. should i go on with it, or i shouldnt.....????
I think i need changes and i need to take up the challenges and i am sure i can make it a great success!
