you used to be someone that is so special to me! you are some one that had really driving me crazy for loving you until i lost my direction in life. i had ever think that i can even gave up my life just for you.... how stupid i am!
those bad feeling came back again lately. i don know how it happened. it just came back naturally... but i think this time i am more mature to handle it.
it took me a few days to think about it. What am i actually waiting for? What am i looking for?
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I made up my mind. I made one of the most difficult decision in my life. I decided to totally get this feeling out! it is really not easy, indeed it is really hard. But when i think back all the up and down i had gone through for the pass few months, i have to do so.
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1 comment:
Dear Nel,
Life's beautiful as per your slogan's.
Sometimes our emotion up and down. Depend what you want.
If someone has been hurt you before why you want to think of it. There might be better way. Don't because of one tree you abandon the forest.
Please don't think too much
Cheers, XXX
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