We both worrying about you

I received a call from some one dear to me this morning
We are both worried about you. We just want you to know that you are very very close to us. We care for you, we worrying about you......

You always have the choice

In life, everyone always have the choice. You can either choose to be happy or sad, choose to loved or been loved, choose to let go or keep waiting.......
Decide for yourself and move forward!

LOVE.... Final

" 如果我還一直深愛著你...你是否還會待在我身邊?
如果我還一直在乎著你...你是否會再多看我一眼?
是否我已不存在了...你才感覺的到我的離開?
是否我已離開了....你才感覺的到我對你的好?
天下所的情人.愿你们能珍惜眼前的人,不要失去后才懂得珍惜...

LOVE continue....

我们总是以为，我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。 可是後来，当我们猛然回首，我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真。 假如从来没有开始，你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？ 其实，很爱很爱的感觉，是要在一起经历了许多事情之後才会发现的。 或许每个人都希望能够找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侣， 但是你有没有想过在你身边会不会早已经有人默默对你付出很久了，只是你没发 觉而已呢？ 所以，还是仔细看看身边的人吧！ 他或许已经等你很久喽！
当你爱一个人的时候，爱到八分绝对刚刚好。 所有的期待和希望都只有七八分；剩下两三分用来爱自己。如果你还继续爱得更多，很可能会给对方沉重的压力，让彼此喘不过气来， 完全丧失了爱情的乐趣。
爱一个人，要了解，也要开解；
要道歉，也要道谢；
要认错，也要改错；
要体贴，也要体谅；
是接受，而不是忍受；
是宽容，而不是纵容；
是支持，而不是支配；
是慰问，而不是质问；
是倾诉，而不是控诉；
是难忘，而不是遗忘；
是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；
是为对方默默祈求， 而不是向对方诸多要求；
可以浪漫，但不要浪费；
可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手。

LOVE

爱的感觉，总是在一开始觉得很甜蜜， 总觉得多一个人陪、多一个人帮你分担， 你终於不再孤单了，至少有一个人想著你、恋著你， 不论做什么事情， 只要能一起，就是好的， 但是慢慢的，随著彼此的认识愈深， 你开始发现了对方的缺点， 於是问题一个接著一个发生， 你开始烦、累，甚至想要逃避， 有人说爱情就像在捡石头， 总想捡到一个适合自己的， 但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢？ *她适合你，那你又适合她吗? 其实，爱情就像磨石子一样， 或许刚捡到的时候，你不是那么的满意， 但是记住人是有弹性的， 很多事情是可以改变的， 只要你有心、有勇气， 与其到处去捡未知的石头， 还不如好好的将自己已经拥有的石头磨亮磨，你开始磨了吗？ 很多人以为是因为感情淡了， 所以人才会变得懒惰。 错！ 其实是人先被惰性征服， 所以感情才会变淡的

I want to tell u something,,,,

I want to tell you something
It's been lurking in my mind,
I've tried to throw it all away
But i couldn't, and I find......
Instead of it disappearing
It has stubbornly deepened
And I am sad to say right now
The situation has truly worsened.
What i really want to say
Is that my heart has fallen deep
And try as hard, as hard I may
My feelings can no longer keep,
My mind is saturated with you,
My heart wants you so bad
I'm sorry but you have to know
I'm feeling miserable and sad.
It would be great if we were friends
If you felt you could not love me
And please don't ask me to pretend
That surely would just kill me.
.....................

Dad, I'm missing you!

Dad, here i sit, alone in my room, looking out the window

The day is drab and dreary

I think of u and mum to console myself

I try to be a little cherry,

But really its just mighty tough

Not having both of you around

I miss you both more than I can say

And feel so low, so sad, so down!

Silently the sweet flowerw bloom

Silently sunlight fills the room

SIlently..........

I still can remember vividly the day, 18-12-1997.

I called to chat with you that afternoon, and you were away that evening itself.

How cruel, why?

I just want to take this opportunity to wish you HAPPY FATHER's DAY! I miss you alot!

I am confused!

Ever since that....

I don't want to be in love, again,

Not after last time, not after such pain,

But I'm unable to resist the loneliness.....

When the night comes, and when i am alone in the room.....

I don't want to get hurt so soono once more,

But without love what is life for?

Yet, i am so worry some one will break my fragile heart again....

It;s already been broken in too many parts!

I am confused!

When i see you again..

When i see you again.. i felt the pain. i realized i am yet to forget about you. You always in my mind.
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u... someone who is so important to me...

When i was chatting with you just now, i keep dropping my tears. i am not sure why.

You might say that i still holiding on, some one may said that why i still cant let go.

Honestly, i already let go and move on.

i tears off becos first, i do still miss you a lot. and i am worry about you too. it is pain when you are worry so much about some one, but you do not know wat you can do, it is so helpless.

i sincerely wish you good luck and all the best in your future undertaking....

The four things

In life, there are four things that we shouldnt break, that is TRUST, PROMISE, RELATION & HEART. This is because when they break, they don't make noise but pains a lot.

5 months....

it has been 5 months... u came into my dream last night. it was really sweet... i was hugging u..

anyway... i had been moving on very well lately. that life.

i feel good to see you living on happily also.

you are always in my mind...

i just want to share this.....

i find this is so meaningful.. and i just want to share with you.... this is one of the comments in my blog.

"有些东西，有些事，有些人，你越想把他忘记，你就是一世都忘不了。有时候，不再对这些东西那么执著，试着去放开，反而心里也会好过一点。一段受伤的感情，就好像伤口一样，会痛，但总会有痊愈的一天。但当伤口差不多完全痊愈的时候，请不要再去撕开那些疤，不然伤口永远不会好起来。当然，伤口痊愈了，总会留下疤痕。那是个感情的记号，可能你会很不喜欢这个疤痕。但你可以把它当成一个记录，一个警惕。或者乐观一点，它也可以是一个装饰品，一个刺青。别再用工作麻醉自己，因为累坏的，始终是自己的身体，别人是感受不到的。要放开，真的不是那么容易；但如果你真的做到了，那就是垮了好大的一步。往后的日子，就可以轻松地面对了。"

When you are alone.....

What will you be think when you are alone.....
When i am alone... i will think a lot.
Lately... i have been really tight up with my works. There are days i need to work till 12 a.m.... and i work 7 days a week. Feel so exhausted...
A good friend from BW called me up few days ago. She is facing some relationship problem. It is about a third party between her and his bf. That third party is her bf's ex... and now they broke up... she has been very very sad.. asking me what she should do now? Honestly i have no idea... i am a failure in my own relationship also. what i can say is that times heal. trying to let go and move forward. That is the reality of life. You just need to go and face it yourself. No one can help you but you yourself.

A full stop.... my chapter of love story

Every chapter in the book always start with an introduction and a conclusion and summary.
It is really hard for me to make such a decision.
It started 3 years 9 months ago. and i think is time to put a full stop in this chapter of my love story, which is long overdue, and start a brand new life.
Life still moving on without you around me.
May u and me will find our true happiness!

Happy Mother's Day!

A mum is a rose whose petals are soft

A mum is a lily whose stem is tall and strong

A mum is a person who is never wrong

A mum is a person you should love forever

Trust her, believe her and never doubt her

How i wish mum still around, and i can spend this special day with her.

14 years ago.. that was the last mother's day that i celebrated.

I baked cake for serena's mum and san sen. how i wish i can bake it for my mum too. miss her.

Life go on... Life is beautiful

When you are down and lost....

When you are down and lost.... you must keep telling yourself, tomorrow will be a better day!

Understand, appreciate and love ourselve, not in the sens of indulgence, but to understand that we have shortcoming, to accept that we have weaknesses, and that will enable us to open up, and reach up for help, and that is the very important step toward regaining your self-esteem, your confident on the road to recovering. We must that give up easily no matter how owful we might failed.

I will live everyday to a full, with the positive happy attitude. I hope you will also! Take care.... 530

What to buy for HER?

This weekend is mother day. Read through an article in the newspaper, discussing about what to buy for your lovely mum during this special day.

How nice if my mum still around and i can spend this special day with her.

My mum passed away 14 years ago. I was doing my form 3 that year. It was just like yesterday. Suddenly i miss her alot.

During the discussion, there are ppl said they will buy branded handbag, skin care products, jewellry.......i think the best present is to spend a day with your lovely mum. and spend more time with them. appreciate them when they are still around.

HAPPY MOTHER's DAY!

Life?

Life is keep moving and moving....suddenly when i was driving this afternoon, i feel rather sad and lost. But no matter how, i know i need to keep moving and changing myself to be a better person. I need some guidance. I need some care.......

Dream! Dream! Dream!

As human, there are times we prefer to live in dream rather than reality.
You came into my dream yesterday night. It was so sweet and wonderful, yet i still need to wake up and life in reality!
It is always dream that keep us motivate to achieve our objective in life!