Life is Beautiful.....

Been more than a year!

2010-12-13T15:34:00.002+08:00

It has been more than a years since i last updated my blog. Gosh... time flies. It has come to end of the year. 2010 is coming to an end and soon the beginning of 2011.

It has been a dramatic changes in my life. I have moved into a new house end of last year and life has been good on my side.

I would like to take this opportunity to thank some one important in my life. Your presence not only brought lot of happiness and wonderful memories to me, it has indeed also making my chapter of life more wonderful.

Sleepless night.....

2009-05-23T04:24:00.003+08:00

It has been quite a while that i didnt update my blog.....
now.... 4.24 a.m..... yet i am still awake here and writing my blog.
This is such a special yet weird day to me... i have been trying to sleep since 12 and till now i am still awake.... very very weird.
I am still very very active, and my mind keep thinking.. thinking....
There must be something in my mind.....
I remembered when small, my dad keep telling me this, if there is an opportunity in front of you, you have to grab it, try it, do your best, at least you will never regret in the future.....
Year 2009 had been an up and down year to me so far.... I am facing a lot of challenges, things that i never think it will happened is happening, and yet i need to face it with patience and try to sort it out. Thanks god that so far things are getting much much better and on the correct pathway. and at the same time....i think god had sent an angel into my life to, some one that treating me extremely nice and well, thanks a lot!
It had come to a point.... a turning point in my life... that i need a lot of courages to take up this new challenges.... i think this is what bothering me now... i keep thinking.. should i go on with it, or i shouldnt.....????
I think i need changes and i need to take up the challenges and i am sure i can make it a great success!

15 years ago......09-04-1994

2009-04-09T22:36:00.003+08:00

You left me 15 years ago... the year that i am 15 turning 16..... the solid 15 years!
there are times i need u desparately, there are times i miss u, there are times i wished to chat with you, there are times.......
you gave me the wonderful 15 years of sweet memory, been taking extremely good care of me...
how i wish u are still with me, and let me take good care of you.......
May u always rest in peace!

520...

2009-03-27T00:30:00.001+08:00

This is specially dedicated to some one... 5201314
Life is much more beautiful now... you really brought me lot of happiness!

nice shots

2009-01-16T19:21:00.007+08:00

Love.....

2009-01-12T00:06:00.003+08:00

你有沒有曾經那樣深刻的愛過一個人,
即使世界不停轉動,時間不曾靜止,你卻依然站在同樣的位置.....??

你有沒有曾經那樣心酸的愛著一個人,
即使傷痕累累,只能夜黑時分,等待一個擁抱的夢....??

你有沒有曾經那樣無奈的愛著一個人,
只能偷偷摸摸,沉沉默默,連坦白的權力也沒有...??

你有沒有曾經那樣悽慘的愛著一個人,
那樣掏心掏肺的付出與包容但是到最後只有自己一個人知道?

你有沒有曾經把你的頭輕輕的靠在一個人的肩膀,
用一個最好的朋友的身份去索取對方的溫柔,
卻又要灑脫的把眼神看向遠方,不能透露絲毫心意...??

你有沒有曾經日也祈禱夜也祈禱的期盼有天到來,
那個人終於願意深深的擁抱著你,親你的眼你的嘴你的鼻尖,
說他要你,說他愛你,說他要和你在一起...??

Happy New Year! Welcome 2009!

2009-01-08T16:10:00.003+08:00

Welcome 2009!

A new journey had just started! May this year be a better year!

God been so good to me... sent one angel into my life! Really enjoying your accompany! Cheers!

Merry Christmas & Happy New Year!

2008-12-23T20:53:00.003+08:00

You know why God created gap between fingers?
So that at some day the one who is made for you, comes and fill those gaps by holding your hand forever!
Merry Christmas & Happy New Year!

爱

2008-12-04T08:36:00.003+08:00

爱的感觉，总是在一开始觉得很甜蜜，
总觉得多一个人陪、多一个人帮你分担，
你终於不再孤单了，至少有一个人想著你、恋著你，
不论做什么事情，只要能一起，就是好的，
但是慢慢的，随著彼此的认识愈深，
你开始发现了对方的缺点，
於是问题一个接著一个发生，
你开始烦、累，甚至想要逃避，
有人说爱情就像在捡石头，
总想捡到一个适合自己的，
但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢？
她适合你，那你又适合她吗?
其实，爱情就像磨石子一样，
或许刚捡到的时候，你不是那么的满意，
但是记住人是有弹性的，
很多事情是可以改变的，
只要你有心、有勇气，
与其到处去捡未知的石头，
还不如好好的将自己已经拥有的石头磨亮磨，你开始磨了吗？
很多人以为是因为感情淡了，
所以人才会变得懒惰。
错！其实是人先被惰性征服，
所以感情才会变淡的。

我们总说：我要找一个你很爱很爱的人，才会谈恋爱。
但是当对方问你，怎样才算是很爱很爱的时候，
你可能无法回答他，因为你自己也不知道。
没错，我们总是以为，我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。
可是後来，当我们猛然回首，我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真。
假如从来没有开始，你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？
其实，很爱很爱的感觉，是要在一起经历了许多事情之後才会发现的。
或许每个人都希望能够找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侣，
但是你有没有想过在你身边会不会早已经有人默默对你付出很久了，只是你没发觉而已呢？
所以，还是仔细看看身边的人吧！
他或许已经等你很久喽！
当你爱一个人的时候，爱到八分绝对刚刚好。
所有的期待和希望都只有七八分；剩下两三分用来爱自己。
如果你还继续爱得更多，很可能会给对方沉重的压力，让彼此喘不过气来，完全丧失了爱情的乐趣。
所以请记住，喝酒不要超过六分醉，吃饭不要超过七分饱，爱一个人不要超过八分

What is love?

2008-11-05T17:03:00.002+08:00

Love is like a tattoo? It is so beautiful yet painful?

Welcome... Journey start again...

2008-11-04T20:52:00.002+08:00

Welcome again... your presence had brighten up the dull town again... full of hopes! Wish to spend some precious moment! Let make it the magic moment in our life! Cheers!

I Miss you.....

2008-11-03T08:43:00.003+08:00

It's been dull in town since you left, Think of you, I feel bereft

You have flown away to another land, to continue your pastures and life.

Here i sit..... next to where you sit, driving alone, looking out the window. The day is drab and dreary. I think of you to console myself , I try to be a little cherry, but really its just mighty tough. Not having you around, I miss you more than I can say, and feel so low, so sad and so down!

Silently the sweet flowers bloom, Silently sunlight fills the room, Silently you went away, Silently I pine away.

As I walk the noisy street, conscious of my hurrying feet, seeking there for direction, wondering when we will meet? My heart is heavy with unshed tears, my mind is crowded with unknown fears.......... Parting is just another cross to bear, along life's changing way, and you must really know I care, as i grind along each day......

Wish i were somehow there with you, To smell the roses of some fairer hue, to see the way the honey bees siting...... to see you....

I just miss you....... every moments!

That life?

2008-11-03T00:00:00.003+08:00

Do you know how i feel now?
I just spoke to you..... at times i really felt so happy to receive your call. but... at times. my heart broken into pieces.
Anyway, life still need to move on. And remember our agreement? i will still carry on with me, move on.. and be there for you whenever u need some one.

God is So Good!

2008-11-01T22:48:00.003+08:00

Since the day i met you, the feeling of missing you is getting stronger. It had been a while since i last mising some one so badly.
There was pleasure in the pathless woods, There was rapture on the lonely shore, By the deep sea, with music in its roar, I love now nature less, it just so glad that i met you.
You are just like a flower, So sweet and so fair. I look at you and love touches me like a prayer.
I remember the day when i met you, and now i feel a happiness each and everytime i think of you.
I am trying so hard to control myself. To control my feeling.... to control not falling into it.. to control...Alot of time i just lost of control, lost my sense of direction....so miserable. and i realized that i am in big troubles.
My close friend christina told me, god is so good. So i ask god, if we are not destiny to be together, why HE send this angel to me? To protect me? To comfort me? To motivate me? To challenge me? To???? So many ???
.........................................

TIRAMISU

2008-10-30T14:40:00.002+08:00

tiramisu - an Italian dessert consisting of layers of sponge cake soaked with coffee and brandy or liqueur layered with mascarpone cheese and topped with grated chocolate

hope you will always remember the taste of the tiramisu.

Some one......

2008-10-29T00:23:00.002+08:00

You are just like some one send by god to me. You are just some one that i dream off all this while. some one that can really melted my heart! it had been a while that i never had this feeling. It was so sweet.
We met in this crossed junction of life, yet i know that we are not destiny to be together, just may be can be very good friend.
Anyway, thanks so much for the sweet and wonderful memory. It will always be engraved in my heart.
Faith makes all things possible, Action makes all things work, and Love make all things beautiful!

My latest album

2008-10-24T16:05:00.006+08:00

2008-10-03T21:29:00.003+08:00

Watched this movie lately, found it very nice and really meaningful. Sometime we just need to ask ourselve, do you really understand what is love?
I had been falling in love deeply before. been together with some one for many years before we really realized that we are not suitable. Glad that we still maintain as good friend.

The Secret of Love
The first secret - the power of thought
Love begins with our thoughts. We become what we think about. Loving thoughts create loving experiences and loving relationships. Affirmations can change out beliefs and thoughts about ourselves and others. If we want to love someone, we need to consider their needs and desires. Thinking about your ideal partner will help you recognize her when you meet her.

The second secret - the power of respect
You cannot love anyone or anything unless you first respect them. The first person you need to respect is yourself. To begin to gain self-respect ask yourself, "What do I respect about myself?" To gain respect for others, even those you may dislike, ask yourself "What do I respect about them?"

The third secret - the power of giving
If you want to receive love, all you have to do is give it! It is not like a business where you count the feedback. The more love you give, the more you will receive. To love is to give of yourself, freely and unconditionally. Practice random acts of kindness. Before committing to a relationship ask not what the other person will be able to give to you, but rather what will you be able to give them. The secret formula of a happy, lifelong, loving relationship is to always focus on what you can give instead of what you can take.

The fourth secret - to power of friendship
To find a true love, you must first find a true friend. Love does not consist of gazing into each other's eyes, but rather looking outward together in the same direction. To love someone completely you must love them for who they are, not what they look like. Friendship is the soil through which love's seeds grow. If you want to bring love into relationship, you must first being friendship.

The fifth secret - the power of touch
Touch is one of the most powerful expressions of love, breaking down barriers and bonding relatinships. Touch changes our physical and emotional states and makes us more receptive to love.

The sixth secret - the power of letting go
If you love something, let it free. If it comes back to you it's yours, if it doesn't it never was. Even in a loving relationship, people need their own space. If we want to learn to love, we must first learn to forgive and let go of past hurts and grievances. Love means letting go ou our fears, prejudices, egos and conditions. "Today I let go of all my fears, the past has no power over me - today is the beginning of a new life."

The seventh secret - the power of communication
When we learn to communicate openly and honestly, life changes. To love someone is to communicate with them. Let the people you love know that you love them and appreciate them. Never be afraid to say those three magic words: "I Love You". Never let an opportunity pass to praise someone. Always leave someone you love with a loving word - it could be the last time you see them. If you were about to die but could make telephone calls to the people you loved, who would you call, what would you say and.... why are you waiting?

The eighth secret - the power of commitment
If you want to have love in abundance, you must be commited to it, and that commitment will be reflected in your thoughts and actions. Commitment is the true test of love. If you want to have loving relationships, you must be committed to loving relationship. When you are committed to someone or something, quitting is never an option. Commitment distinguishes a fragile relationship from a strong one.

The ninth secret - the power of passion
Passion ignites love and keeps it alive. Lasting passion does not come through physical attraction alone, it comes from deep commitment, enthusiasm, interest and excitement. Passion can be recreated by recreating past experiences when you felt possionate. Spontaneity and surprises produce passion. The essence of love and happiness are the same, all we need to do is to live each day with passion.

The tenth secret - the power of trust
Trust is essential in all loving relationships. Without it one person becomes suspicious, anxious and fearful and the otther person feels trapped and emotionally suffocated. You cannot love someone completely unless you trust them completely. Act as if your relationship with the person you love will never end. One of the ways you can tell whether a person is right for you is to ask yourself, "Do I trust them completely and unreservedly?" f the answer is "no", think carefully before making a commitment.

找一个懂你的人

2008-10-02T22:27:00.002+08:00

要找到真爱，便要找一个懂你的人。
这个人也许並不是十全十美，但因为他懂你；
你就认为他是十全十美的，就是这么一个懂字。

懂是什么？
当你遇到挫折时，他不说一句损你尊严的话
当你意气用事时，他绝不迁就，而会娓娓解说事理给你听
当你心情不好时，他绝不和你一般见事，而大吵大闹
当你远离千里，难得见面时，他也深信你
当你愉快时，他也愉快而且会告诉年你
当你烦恼时，他也烦恼但不会轻易告诉你

懂，是需要多少的了解，多少的体谅，多少爱心
要找一个懂你的人，也许很难，但要有信心
找一个懂你的人，也期许自己做一个懂他的人

聪明的人，喜欢猜心，虽然每次都猜对了，卻失去了自己的心
傻气的人，喜欢给心，虽然每次都被笑了，卻得到了别人的心

Dishes

2008-10-02T13:40:00.008+08:00

When i am stressed up with work, i would spend some time preparing some nice foods for lunch or dinner. Here are some of the dishes that i prepared.

爱。。。。

2008-10-01T20:51:00.003+08:00

爱是无私的吗？爱真的有这么伟大吗？
曾几何时，我曾经因为爱，觉得人生很美好，很美丽！也曾因为爱觉得人生很痛苦，很残酷，很丑陋！
爱一个人就是要全心全意的付出，但有时单方面的付出是很累的！
一个人的街道，有时真的很寂寞，很孤单！夜深人静的那种心情并不好受。
你孤单吗？寂寞吗？
很多时候我是多么的无助，也很无奈！我一直记得父亲告诉我，无论遇到什么挫折，他一定会在旁默默地支持与鼓励我的。虽然您已经不在了，我一定会记得的！很多时候真的很希望您们一直可以在我身旁爱我，关心我。。。一个人的我真的过得好累！好想你们！

Hard decision

2008-09-25T01:36:00.003+08:00

you used to be someone that is so special to me! you are some one that had really driving me crazy for loving you until i lost my direction in life. i had ever think that i can even gave up my life just for you.... how stupid i am!

those bad feeling came back again lately. i don know how it happened. it just came back naturally... but i think this time i am more mature to handle it.

it took me a few days to think about it. What am i actually waiting for? What am i looking for?

...........

I made up my mind. I made one of the most difficult decision in my life. I decided to totally get this feeling out! it is really not easy, indeed it is really hard. But when i think back all the up and down i had gone through for the pass few months, i have to do so.

.........

人生的平衡点！

2008-09-21T17:37:00.013+08:00

I found this very meaningful, just want to share.....

Dreaming.......

2008-08-27T12:23:00.003+08:00

I dreamt of you. You are as real as in real life.
A lot of times when I am lost and struggled in life, you always be there for me. You are the one who encouraged me the most, guided me and giving me those inspiration and motivational advices, to keep my heart contented.
A lot of times when I fall, you will definitely be there for me. You comfort me with your warmth arm, telling me that not the end of the world.
No one is perfect in this world, so do I. I always learnt from my previous mistakes; letting the experiences be the lesson of my life, improve to be a better person.
Remember what you always telling me? The most beautiful future will always depend on the need for forgetting the past. You will not be able to go from the past in life as long as you will not have overcome the errors of the past and all that hurt you.
I will always remember that, and live the life in full and always smile in sprite of difficult times.
You always have a choice when you wake up early in the morning, either to be happy or sad. When a door of the happiness is closed, another opens, but us, we continue to look at the closed door and we do not attach importance to that which we have just opened! Remember you always have the choice!

Days........

2008-08-21T02:00:00.003+08:00

Days of sorrow, days of encouragement, days of disappoinments, days of hopes....
i had been sick for the passed one week. A signal from my body that i need some rest. Some changes lately in my life. I am trying hard to adjust and fine tune myself. I am just a normal human being with feeling and yet sometime things are just out of my control. You asked me why i have to do so? you said i will burst out one day. for your info, i am doing pretty well and moving on well too
I think i had been worry too much for you. guessed is time for me to just let it be, don think too much on behalf. Your life is in ur own hand! You will never know how bad i felt.
The new journey just started. I just need to be strong and keep moving!
Life is Beautiful!

The 4th Year!

2008-08-14T23:40:00.003+08:00

Times flies, it turned into the 4th year.
You came into my life 4 years ago.
It might doesnt mean anything to you, but it really meant a lot to me.
At a certain point of my life, i felt so mesirable without you. You had brought the best ever happiness and memory for me, and yet u had brought the worst to me too.
When we moving on in our life, the footprints that we had left behind will always be engraved in my heart! Cheers~!

Turned 30

2008-07-30T16:56:00.003+08:00

Turned 30 few days ago... Suddenly felt that i am old already. I am still searching around, looking for my direction in life.
I wish to have a new chapter in my life. I wish i can build up my career, and i wish my dream will come true one day!

We both worrying about you

2008-06-27T14:24:00.002+08:00

I received a call from some one dear to me this morning
We are both worried about you. We just want you to know that you are very very close to us. We care for you, we worrying about you......

You always have the choice

2008-06-22T09:54:00.002+08:00

In life, everyone always have the choice. You can either choose to be happy or sad, choose to loved or been loved, choose to let go or keep waiting.......
Decide for yourself and move forward!

LOVE.... Final

2008-06-19T00:22:00.001+08:00

" 如果我還一直深愛著你...你是否還會待在我身邊?
如果我還一直在乎著你...你是否會再多看我一眼?
是否我已不存在了...你才感覺的到我的離開?
是否我已離開了....你才感覺的到我對你的好?
天下所的情人.愿你们能珍惜眼前的人,不要失去后才懂得珍惜...

LOVE continue....

2008-06-18T12:10:00.003+08:00

我们总是以为，我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。可是後来，当我们猛然回首，我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真。假如从来没有开始，你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？其实，很爱很爱的感觉，是要在一起经历了许多事情之後才会发现的。或许每个人都希望能够找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侣，但是你有没有想过在你身边会不会早已经有人默默对你付出很久了，只是你没发觉而已呢？所以，还是仔细看看身边的人吧！他或许已经等你很久喽！
当你爱一个人的时候，爱到八分绝对刚刚好。所有的期待和希望都只有七八分；剩下两三分用来爱自己。如果你还继续爱得更多，很可能会给对方沉重的压力，让彼此喘不过气来，完全丧失了爱情的乐趣。
爱一个人，要了解，也要开解；
要道歉，也要道谢；
要认错，也要改错；
要体贴，也要体谅；
是接受，而不是忍受；
是宽容，而不是纵容；
是支持，而不是支配；
是慰问，而不是质问；
是倾诉，而不是控诉；
是难忘，而不是遗忘；
是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；
是为对方默默祈求，而不是向对方诸多要求；
可以浪漫，但不要浪费；
可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手。

LOVE

2008-06-17T19:26:00.002+08:00

I want to tell u something,,,,

2008-06-16T14:26:00.002+08:00

I want to tell you something
It's been lurking in my mind,
I've tried to throw it all away
But i couldn't, and I find......
Instead of it disappearing
It has stubbornly deepened
And I am sad to say right now
The situation has truly worsened.
What i really want to say
Is that my heart has fallen deep
And try as hard, as hard I may
My feelings can no longer keep,
My mind is saturated with you,
My heart wants you so bad
I'm sorry but you have to know
I'm feeling miserable and sad.
It would be great if we were friends
If you felt you could not love me
And please don't ask me to pretend
That surely would just kill me.
.....................

Dad, I'm missing you!

2008-06-12T13:27:00.002+08:00

Dad, here i sit, alone in my room, looking out the window

The day is drab and dreary

I think of u and mum to console myself

I try to be a little cherry,

But really its just mighty tough

Not having both of you around

I miss you both more than I can say

And feel so low, so sad, so down!

Silently the sweet flowerw bloom

Silently sunlight fills the room

SIlently..........

I still can remember vividly the day, 18-12-1997.

I called to chat with you that afternoon, and you were away that evening itself.

How cruel, why?

I just want to take this opportunity to wish you HAPPY FATHER's DAY! I miss you alot!

I am confused!

2008-06-12T13:06:00.002+08:00

Ever since that....

I don't want to be in love, again,

Not after last time, not after such pain,

But I'm unable to resist the loneliness.....

When the night comes, and when i am alone in the room.....

I don't want to get hurt so soono once more,

But without love what is life for?

Yet, i am so worry some one will break my fragile heart again....

It;s already been broken in too many parts!

I am confused!

When i see you again..

2008-06-10T14:09:00.001+08:00

When i see you again.. i felt the pain. i realized i am yet to forget about you. You always in my mind.
530

u... someone who is so important to me...

2008-06-01T01:12:00.003+08:00

When i was chatting with you just now, i keep dropping my tears. i am not sure why.

You might say that i still holiding on, some one may said that why i still cant let go.

Honestly, i already let go and move on.

i tears off becos first, i do still miss you a lot. and i am worry about you too. it is pain when you are worry so much about some one, but you do not know wat you can do, it is so helpless.

i sincerely wish you good luck and all the best in your future undertaking....

The four things

2008-06-01T00:36:00.003+08:00

In life, there are four things that we shouldnt break, that is TRUST, PROMISE, RELATION & HEART. This is because when they break, they don't make noise but pains a lot.

5 months....

2008-05-30T09:00:00.002+08:00

it has been 5 months... u came into my dream last night. it was really sweet... i was hugging u..

anyway... i had been moving on very well lately. that life.

i feel good to see you living on happily also.

you are always in my mind...

i just want to share this.....

2008-05-27T00:45:00.002+08:00

i find this is so meaningful.. and i just want to share with you.... this is one of the comments in my blog.

"有些东西，有些事，有些人，你越想把他忘记，你就是一世都忘不了。有时候，不再对这些东西那么执著，试着去放开，反而心里也会好过一点。一段受伤的感情，就好像伤口一样，会痛，但总会有痊愈的一天。但当伤口差不多完全痊愈的时候，请不要再去撕开那些疤，不然伤口永远不会好起来。当然，伤口痊愈了，总会留下疤痕。那是个感情的记号，可能你会很不喜欢这个疤痕。但你可以把它当成一个记录，一个警惕。或者乐观一点，它也可以是一个装饰品，一个刺青。别再用工作麻醉自己，因为累坏的，始终是自己的身体，别人是感受不到的。要放开，真的不是那么容易；但如果你真的做到了，那就是垮了好大的一步。往后的日子，就可以轻松地面对了。"

When you are alone.....

2008-05-25T22:16:00.002+08:00

What will you be think when you are alone.....
When i am alone... i will think a lot.
Lately... i have been really tight up with my works. There are days i need to work till 12 a.m.... and i work 7 days a week. Feel so exhausted...
A good friend from BW called me up few days ago. She is facing some relationship problem. It is about a third party between her and his bf. That third party is her bf's ex... and now they broke up... she has been very very sad.. asking me what she should do now? Honestly i have no idea... i am a failure in my own relationship also. what i can say is that times heal. trying to let go and move forward. That is the reality of life. You just need to go and face it yourself. No one can help you but you yourself.

A full stop.... my chapter of love story

2008-05-14T23:45:00.002+08:00

Every chapter in the book always start with an introduction and a conclusion and summary.
It is really hard for me to make such a decision.
It started 3 years 9 months ago. and i think is time to put a full stop in this chapter of my love story, which is long overdue, and start a brand new life.
Life still moving on without you around me.
May u and me will find our true happiness!

Happy Mother's Day!

2008-05-11T23:38:00.004+08:00

A mum is a rose whose petals are soft

A mum is a lily whose stem is tall and strong

A mum is a person who is never wrong

A mum is a person you should love forever

Trust her, believe her and never doubt her

How i wish mum still around, and i can spend this special day with her.

14 years ago.. that was the last mother's day that i celebrated.

I baked cake for serena's mum and san sen. how i wish i can bake it for my mum too. miss her.

Life go on... Life is beautiful

When you are down and lost....

2008-05-08T13:29:00.002+08:00

When you are down and lost.... you must keep telling yourself, tomorrow will be a better day!

Understand, appreciate and love ourselve, not in the sens of indulgence, but to understand that we have shortcoming, to accept that we have weaknesses, and that will enable us to open up, and reach up for help, and that is the very important step toward regaining your self-esteem, your confident on the road to recovering. We must that give up easily no matter how owful we might failed.

I will live everyday to a full, with the positive happy attitude. I hope you will also! Take care.... 530

What to buy for HER?

2008-05-07T22:45:00.002+08:00

This weekend is mother day. Read through an article in the newspaper, discussing about what to buy for your lovely mum during this special day.

How nice if my mum still around and i can spend this special day with her.

My mum passed away 14 years ago. I was doing my form 3 that year. It was just like yesterday. Suddenly i miss her alot.

During the discussion, there are ppl said they will buy branded handbag, skin care products, jewellry.......i think the best present is to spend a day with your lovely mum. and spend more time with them. appreciate them when they are still around.

HAPPY MOTHER's DAY!

Life?

2008-05-06T16:57:00.003+08:00

Life is keep moving and moving....suddenly when i was driving this afternoon, i feel rather sad and lost. But no matter how, i know i need to keep moving and changing myself to be a better person. I need some guidance. I need some care.......

Dream! Dream! Dream!

2008-05-05T09:12:00.003+08:00

As human, there are times we prefer to live in dream rather than reality.
You came into my dream yesterday night. It was so sweet and wonderful, yet i still need to wake up and life in reality!
It is always dream that keep us motivate to achieve our objective in life!

What is important in a relationship?

2008-05-04T13:03:00.003+08:00

We had a good things, didnt we? And then we parted cause you wanted to be free! No matter what happened, I'll always remember your sweet smile, and everyonce in a very long while. I always think about the good times and the days we had. It will always be the sweet memories engraved deep inside my heart.

We did so many happy things together.... and i always thought that we could go on like that forever. But those days are fone now, it seems, we're down to earth now, not living in a dream, be realistic.

Do you sometimes think of me,

and the happy times we spent together?

Fo you occasionally dream

Of all the things that might have been?

What do you think is important in a relationship?

Trust? Respect? Care? Sincerity? ..........................

A good friend of mine Poong just broke up few days ago. He has been so down and depressed. Spent some time sharing my experiences with him, talked to him..... And i think it is really important that you say things out when you are down and depressed. Don keep it with yourself. For every problem, there is always a solution out there. You always have a choice.

I know talk is always easy. You really need some time to really forget someone and move on. Moving to the right track in life and for the better future.

I am happy that he felt much better now. Keep it up my friend. You can make it!

We only live once! Live to the fullest!

What am i looking for in my life?

2008-05-02T00:00:00.003+08:00

I keep thinking this few days, what am i looking for in my life?

I am already 30s this year, and i am still looking for my direction in life.

Yesterday i had lunch with some one very close to me. She spend some time sharing a lot of life experiences with me. She made me realised a lot. Thanks SanSen

I am spending 7 days a week now in lecturing and giving home tuition. I am not too sure is this what i want in my life. Am i going to do this for the rest of my life? But at least at this particular moment of time, i can earn a living and keep surviving.

I am trying to make myself contented. I am going to gym almost everyday for some work out too. And i hope to keep my mind as fresh as possible. Just don think about the past and just look forward, and looking forward for the better future.

I have a dream. I always wish that i can run my own businesses. If i have ever given an opportunity, i wish i cna run a small tuition center, namely E&E Tuition Center, and runninng a small cafe at the same time, namely Magic Moment...... It is always in my dream and i am working very hard towards it.

Today i went for a dinner at Jogoya with a close friend. He is some one who really spending a lot of time with me lately and had help me alot gone through the down turn in my life. Thanks a lot my dear friend.

I would like to take this opportunity to thanks my dear brother in singapore for being worried about me all this while. Sorry if i ever made u disappointed. I am moving on well now and i will be a better person in the near future. Thanks so much. I agree with you, life is about how you going to colour it. and how you want it to be. I will make it as colourful and as wonderful as possible.

The 4th Month!

2008-04-30T11:54:00.002+08:00

Great day to remember. And keep moving on.

Tomorrow will be a better day for u and me!

Confusion?

2008-04-29T09:23:00.003+08:00

Life is always full of confusion.

Everyday be thankful for what you have and who you are. This is just a simple request!

Even though I keep my eyes closed against the morninglight as long as possible. Appreciate that I can see, many are blind.

Even though I huddle in my bed and put off rising. Appreciate that I have the strength to rise.There are many who are bedridden.

Even though the routine of my job often is monotonous. Appreciate for the opportunity to work. Thereare many who have no job.

Even though I grumble and bemoan my fate from day today and wish my circumstances were not so modest. Appreciate that, that is my life......

Have i let go?

2008-04-29T00:57:00.003+08:00

Talk is always easy. I keep telling myself to let go, but seem like it is really so hard.

Every morning, when i opened my eye, i always ask myself the same question again and again, have i let go?

You might think that it is so easy. And i know in your mind, you will ask, why until now you still cant let go? Can you just let go and move on. Think positively and live happily.

I wish i can be you. I wish i can .......

............ many days, i have just waited. Waiting for you to call me, to ask me how am i? to ask me out for a meal, for a drink, for a chit chat. but your name, your ring tone and your picture just never appear on my phone.

A lot of time, i am trying to call you. I press your number, and i hang up... press again and hang up again.... and my just keep beating extremely fast..... ended i didnt call you.

If i can live forever in my dream, this will be my only wish. I always hope that the dream will never end. Cause every night i will just saw you in my dream. so happy. but i know no matter how, i still need to live back to reality, keep breathing and keep moving.

It have been many days i didnt drop my tears already..... but when i am writing this blog... i don know why, my tears keep dropping. I miss u so so much.

Good to know that you have moving on very well and live happily. Cheers!

5301314

2008-04-26T09:43:00.003+08:00

How do you feel when you are missing some one so so much?

I guessed you really have no idea how much i miss you. My arm missed holding you. My eyes missed your smile. My ears missed the sound of your laugh........

How i wish i can be just beside you now, be with you and holding on you. How i wish i can gently touch your face, look into your eye and tell you how much i love you.

I missed being held by you. I missed being near you. I missed you so so much!

So close yet so strange.....

2008-04-25T08:51:00.003+08:00

I met up with some one so special to me in my life for dinner few days ago.

I was rather happy and sad. It is a mix feeling.

Happy because got chance to have dinner with this person. Used to be so so close to me. Yet now the feeling is so strange. We are like so close yet so strange. Sad to this happened. But wat to do? This is indeed the fact in life. The real fact that some time we have no choice to reject but to accept it.

Good to see you moving on well also. I just want to see you live happily.

Destination of Life.... Airport!

2008-04-17T09:55:00.003+08:00

In Life, everyone will have their own dream to achieve, own destination to reach!
Life is just like an airport! Everyone come from different countries, different places, but with one of the same objective, that is to reach their own different destination!
Where is my destination? What am i looking for in life? I really need to find back to old TJ, which is very motivated, optimistic...........
Come back TJ and move on... don waste any more time!

New journey of life.... and new chapter!

2008-04-16T08:27:00.005+08:00

First of all, would like to take this opportunity to wish my close bro good luck and all the best! I am happy that you had found a job and had a brand new start, GAMBADE!
Journey of life is just like the road, it is not always smooth. We just need to face it and go through it and i am sure we will reach our own destination.

Only Heaven Knows.....

2008-04-15T13:22:00.004+08:00

There is a lyrics in the song " she always on my mind, from the time i wake up, till i close my eyes, she is everywhere i go........ and though she so far away, it just keep getting stronger everyday.... and even now she is gone, i still holding on...... my friend keep telling me, if you really love her, you got to set her free...... why i live in despair, cos wide awake of dreaming, I know she's never there, and all the time i act so brave, I'm shaking inside, why does it hurt me so?......................... ""

There is time in life that you will feel so dismay, and so so lost. There is time in life that you don know who to talk to. There is time in life that you just want to be alone. There is time in life that you................... I think i had gave myself too much of excuses and reasons to keep holding on. In life, there are things that we can change it. We just have to face it, accept it and remember all the sweet memory and footprints left behind.

I have been slagging a lot lately. I didn't sleep well and i didn't treat myself well enough also. Thanks a lot to all the friends who care and concern so so much about me.

Life has been so miserable to me ever since everything put to a stop. Feeling of missing some one is not good and sometime seem to be so unbearable. Some time just felt so pain in my heart whenever i think of that some one. At time, life of been alone is like a body without a soul and it is so meaningless. But when you walked through it, you only realized, no matter what happened, there are still days, weeks, months, years and decades to come, still days that you need to overcome all the challenges in life.

My sincere wishes for you. All the best! Live happily!

Life is beautiful....Be Happy!

3 years 8 months

2008-04-14T13:06:00.004+08:00

It had been an amazing 3 years and eights months ever since we met each other. It seem like yesterday and i still can remember vividly the moment when i fall in love. It was so sweet.

The 100 days

2008-04-07T23:30:00.002+08:00

The 100 days!
Times flies. It had not been an easy days and nights.
When it reached the times where your concern seem to be control, your care doesn't seem to be sincere, and couldn't be bother....... i think is really time for myself to rethink who am i? what am i looking for in life? why need to continue to be suffer?
I had a lot of sleepless nights lately. I went to bed rather early and spent at least eight hours there. But when i woke up in the morning, i still feel very tired. Mentally didn't rest well
..................... it is time to really move on!

Coming to 100 days

2008-04-06T23:12:00.002+08:00

It is soon to be 100 days.
I hope that i can have a better life, and a brand new start.
Let's pray for me.....

That particluar moment.....

2008-03-27T12:03:00.003+08:00

Have you ever tried when your mind is totally empty and you do not know what you should do the next moment? the next minutes and the next seconds?
It is always that particular moment in life that really drive you crazy. You will think of doing things crazily, and so miserably.
It is the moment whether you will awake from the darkness and see some brightness or you cant. It is the moment that every second in life seem to be so precious or worthless.
It is the moment that ............

A Brand New Start!

2008-03-25T17:18:00.004+08:00

I really need to find a brand new start!A brand new start in life! A brand new start of getting used to the changes and a brand new start for accepting all the real facts in life! It is always not easy to do so at all!
Life is all about learning! If you think Life is Beautiful, be with it! and let the beautiful life always surround us!

Don let the past determine the future!

2008-03-25T17:07:00.003+08:00

For those people who following my blogs, they might say this, how many times you want to mentioned the same things again and again, LET GO? you wont la!
Undeniable that i had mentioned this countless time. I am tired about it also! Talk is always easy! i always said i want to let go, but when come to practice, it is so hard, it is not easy.
I have had many countless sleepless nights and same to the person who is close to me. Sorry!
After years, months, weeks, days and nights, hours and minutes, i have really a deep thought lately. Although i don think i had come out with the best solution for myself, but at least at the moment it is better than before. I think i should not allow my past to affect the present because it is present that determines my futures.
Either your mind is controlling your soul or some time we will have to let the soul to control our mind?

Do you know how the feeling is?

2008-03-24T10:41:00.002+08:00

Do you know how the feeling is when you get cheated?
Do you know how the feeling is when you get so lost in life?
Do you know how the feeling is when you get so sick in life?
Do you know how the feeling is when you get into big troubles but so helpless?

At first..... i keep crying and dropping my tears at late night. and lately i found out that it doesn't help to solve the problems. Indeed it spoiled my mood, it spoiled my days, and i am getting so mad and so crazy and hated myself so much...... it is not worth for all this.

It is either you want to continue to have this kind of life. Or you have to changed. Don worry too much any more. Just changed. and move on.

Hope life will be better for me from now on.

I felt so weak.....

2008-03-22T15:22:00.003+08:00

This two days, i felt so weak. I cant sleep well at night due to the attacks. Indeed it is quite pain.
The harder you try, the more suffering you feel. Talk is always easy. When you said let go, what does that mean? How do you measure it? It is like when you are in love with some one, how do you measure who love who more? It is very subjective.
When you reached a point where you might loose everything including your life, then only you will know how to appreciate things around you. Things that you might have neglected all this while, things that you might not remember, things that......... That is life!
Some one told me this, if that some one don appreciate what you are doing, why you want to keep suffering?..... and i will said That is life!
Hai............ so tired!

I am so confused.... LIfe?

2008-03-16T23:52:00.002+08:00

I felt so confused lately. There are things in life that really out of our hand. A lot of things we cant control it. Yet if you hold it too tight, it will get rid off easily.
Lately i have been bothered by a few things. I am so worried about myself, my career, my health, my future. And i am very worried about a close friend of mine also. I wish that this friend of mine will start to stay focus and work hard! At the same time, i am worried about a dear brother and friend in Singapore also. All the best to him. Although i seldom keep in touch closely with him, but i do really care a lot about him. I knew that he has been bothered by a lot of problems lately. Tomorrow is a better day! cheers!

An important dates, that good to remember!

2008-03-14T16:40:00.003+08:00

There is an important friend, who came into my life on 14th August 2004. Time flies... as at today, 14th March 2008, we have known each other for 3 years and 7 moths. Gosh....... really fast.
I would like to take this opportunity to thanks this special person in my life. Thanks for all the sweet memories and happiness that you had brought into my chapter of life. To you, i might just someone that crossed your life, i might just be some one that..... but to me, you are really some one that i can get closed with. Some one that i wish to share all my happiness and sadness with, some one that i care so much, some one that i ........ i know that, we have to look forward. Don always this about that past. Trust me, i have grown up, grew to be more mature, and learned how to let go.
No matter what is going to happened in the future, i really wish to see you happy! and i want to see your success in your life too. Keep up the good work and keep moving! What you need is just be focus!

Brother, I am okie......

2008-03-13T09:59:00.004+08:00

A very dear friend and close brother called up yesterday. Thanks for the call brother. I know that you do concern a lot about me all this while. Sorry if i had created a lot of misunderstanding before this. All this while i always think LOVE is everything in my life and is the only Chapter of my life also. But i realized that i am wrong. LOVE is only one of the Chapter in our life. I think i have done my very best to make it one of the most important and wonderful chapter of my life. So is enough and i need to continue to the new chapter in my life.
I have a deep thought lately about myself and my life. I find that i need to change and i need to move on really fast, cos i am not young anymore. Set my priority right!

I want to say something about 08-03-2008

2008-03-09T10:09:00.003+08:00

8th of March.... some date which is good to remember.
10 years ago, 8th of March 1998, my sister got married. Happy Anniversary my dear sister!
Wanted to write this on 8th of march 2008, but cant make it as i was in Genting.
Went there a Tsai Chin concert, and it was really a good one. I enjoyed so much, and it make me realized a lot in that 2.5 hours concert.
There is always the moment in life that you felt so lost, and so miserable. Don stop your tears as it is. Look forward and move on. Things will definitely be better.
Face the reality and move on. when u love some one, you want to see them live happily also! good luck!

It's Going to Be Okay.... Just Hang in There

2008-03-07T01:09:00.003+08:00

It's going to be okay. Just give things a little time. And in the meantime, keep believing in myself, take the best of care, and try to put things in perspective, and remember what's most important, and don't forget that someone cares. When you fell down, look at the bright side., search for the positive side, learn the lessons to be learned, and find way through to the inner qualities. The strength, the smiles, the wisdoms, and the optimistic outlook that are such special parts of you. I do miss u a lot, and it's going to be okay!

Butter Cake

2008-03-06T22:37:00.007+08:00

The first cake that i baked. hehe! Butter cake!
Thanks to Hwee Mean for the recipe. Indeed it is quite tasty.
Need to practice more to make it perfect.

Getting busier....

2008-03-06T00:26:00.003+08:00

Getting busier lately with more classes. Every night reached home quite late and after bathe will just go to bed.
Life seem to be more meaningful, at least is more contented. No free time to think about others stuffs.
Moving on and be focus! and i hope you will also!
cheers!

Life is short! Appreciate it!

2008-03-05T09:52:00.003+08:00

Life is beautiful.... but some time it is short too!
This few days, get in touch back with one of my secondary school friend, i think we have not been keep in touch for the pass ten years.
We have been chatting lot. We shared a lot. And apparently she is very good in baking and shared a lot about her experience. Out of my surprise, she told me that one of her brother passed away last year because of cancer. Really shock and sad. Life is really short. Appreciate it when you still can hold it.

Sweet Memory

2008-03-02T11:14:00.002+08:00

Chances or opportunities are given to you by yourself, is not by others.
There have been times where i keep asking for the last chance, give me one more chance, i can be better, give me one more chance to proof it to you.
Lately, i realized that if you don even give a chance to yourself, who will, who care?
A blossom flower will only last for a few days, it wont be last forever. A sweet memory in any relationship is always so sweet no matter where you go, and when you think about it. Let it be engraved in the heart and grow in the heart.
I need to grow from here......

it is so painful, especially late at nite.....

2008-02-28T23:24:00.003+08:00

it has been two months. time flies. it have been the terrible two months for me. it is undeniably, i have been so lost. some time i don even know what i want, why i am here, i don even know who am i. the feeling of keep thinking of some one is not good. it is so painful, especially late at night. i cannot go to bed.
but, i think i should really learn to love myself more. talk is always easy. but i really need to do it, do my very best!
during this period of time, i have some chance to think about what i really want in life, i have chance to think i have been doing for the pass, what mistake i have done, and what i need to do to be a better person.
all the sweet memory will always be engraved in my heart!

Family is very important!

2008-02-27T21:46:00.004+08:00

I think everyone who read this will agree with me that family is very very important for each and everyone of us.
When i think back, it is almost ten years already. Since my mum passed away on 1994 and follow by my dad end of 1997, i suddenly felt that i don have any close one to talk to, to share my problems, difficulties in life...... it's such a sad scenario to see myself ended like that.
I have to admit that i am not the unluckiest person in the world. I have had a lot of sweet memory when i am young.
..........................................
lately, i was a little bit depress. How i wish there can be here with me, talk to me.
appreciate them when they are still around, spend more time with them. How i wish i can spend more time with them.....

安息吧! JOJO!

2008-02-20T11:45:00.002+08:00

今天一早醒来,发现JOJO断气了!很惊讶也很伤心!

人生如戏,真的说得很对。往往很多事情的发生都不在我们所预料之中的，你捉得越紧，就越容易离开你！

最近很烦、很多东西都不顺！也曾经想了很多、很多！

每一个人的人生是靠自己去彩绘、靠自己去创造出来的。我很希望有一天，当我离开时,那一片天空会是很精彩的！

事实胜于雄辩！很多事情发生后是无法改变的，就唯有面对、接受和往前走！

人生的转泪点.......

2008-02-18T10:55:00.002+08:00

Wake Up! Wake up!

2008-02-16T19:55:00.002+08:00

Wake up call! is really time to wake up and move on. I have been dreaming and dreaming for the past. Is time to get myself kick start again, think of wat i want in my life.
I have been making some of my friends worry about me. Sorry about that.
I will wake up, move on and hope for the better future.

I want to thanks everyone.......

2008-02-15T14:27:00.002+08:00

It had been a tremendous years full of excitiements, funs, surprises, disappointments, sadness...... it make me grown up a lot of facing different challenges in life.
Life is tough, yet beautiful, be HAPPY! some one that i respected a lot told me this before. i knew him just for a short period of time, yet his advices and encouragements have been deeply engrave in my heart. Thanks for everything. brother K.
I would like to take this opportunity to express my deepest gratitute to my best and closest buddy, B. Throughout the years, he had brought me lot of happiness, joyness, and always gave me a lot of motivations and words of encouragement. is not easy to find some one tat you can click so well as friend, trust each other and treating each other like close buddy. thanks a lot.
Special thanks to my close buddy in Australia, A as well. We have been known each other for close to ten years. the good time we spend together during uni days had always been one of the good memory for me.
I want to thank my cousin, sister ML as well. She has been the great supports to me this few years. She has always be there lend me a helping hand whenever i need it. A lot of times i had been disappoint her a lot. Hope she can forgive me. Thanks.
I also want to thanks my good friend and boss Ms C for always support me and giving me chance to grow on what ever i am pursuing.
Thanks to all my friends and relatives, who had came into my life, and made my chapter of life wonderful. thanks......
LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL????

Happy Valentine's Day!

2008-02-14T09:37:00.003+08:00

Good in memory...........

This year valentine's day, i will be alone. How sad... right? anyway if u think it from the positive side, is good to be alone some time so you can ready sit down and think wat u want, and wat are u looking for in life.

It have been completely three years and six months, it had been a tremendous years and months full of excitement, fun, joyness yet also disappoinement, sadness...... a friend of mine told me, if u never feel depress and sad, how u know wat is happiness?

i have been not feeling well for the passed few days. i have thought a lot and now i only realise life is really short. I fainted two times and i found out that i really need to change. I don know how far i can breath, but i will do my very best!

In life, there is always some one so special to you. You care for that person so much...... In life, there is a moment where you don really know where to move on, and where to go, how to moving on..... is never been easy. You really need to find the way out of all this. I feel that i am so tired and exhausted and miserable.....

i just want to take this opportunity to wish this special person in my life, good luck and all the best! i will always be there for u when u need me, either i will support u physically, mentally or spiritually. take good care my dear...

Home Cooked Dishes

2008-02-07T00:34:00.000+08:00

From time to time, i will spent some time prepared some dinner. Here are some of the dishes prepared by me.

Chicken with Ginger

Roast Pork Ribs

Happy Chinese New Year!

2008-01-30T23:22:00.000+08:00

One U New Wing

The Garden

Mid Valley Mall

Pavillion, KL

Chinese New Year is just around the corner, every one is busy to do the last minutes shopping, buying new clothing, buying cookies, buying.......but according to most of my friend, this year is rather quiet. I think a lot of people is expecting an economy downturn after chinese new year, so they are trying to cut down on the spending as well.

been to a few shopping center, and here are some of their decoration.

Would like to take this opportunity to wish all my friends Happy Chinese New Year! All the best!

the 26th days!

2008-01-24T23:52:00.000+08:00

it had been 25 days. i had been gone through the most difficult period of time in my life. every minutes, every seconds, it seem to be so hard for me to continue the next breath. some time i wish i can scream out, i wish i can voice out, and how i wish i can.......

of course people will always said, and keep telling me that this world is beautiful, there is a lot more nice people out there, don feel sad, let go and move on...... i know all that and i have been keep telling my other friends the same thing when they broke up. but when i myself are falling into the same situation, only i realise that how difficult it is to be let go and move on.

i had been forcing myself to do so. been busy, as busy as i can, so that i will be extremely exhausted and just sleep.... but nobody know that, no matter how tired i am, i cant sleep well at night. it had been a torturing days and nights. i always woke up in the middle of the night, and most of the time is becos of a nightmaire.

this close friend of mine always ask me this same question again and again, WHY U ALWAYS DROP YOUR TEARS? and every time i just said that nothing? it is not. of course there is a reason behind that.

If we ever think back, life is indeed very very short. We would not know wat will happened tomorrow. We really need to treasure wat we have, appreaciate it, and move on.

There is a saying, "a small shirtf make seismic differences". i should change the way i see myself, change the way i see others, and change the way i see everything in this world! perhaps, life will become better.

Chinese New Year Cookies...... by Magic Moments

2008-01-17T02:12:00.000+08:00

14th of the month! Learning to love myself!

2008-01-14T09:12:00.000+08:00

A new chapter in life. And i realize that learning to love yourself is not an easy knowledge, and indeed it is very challenging for me. I realised that i have not been treating myself good enough for some time. And i think i should start to love myself first, before i am qualify and eligible to start loving some other people.
It has not been an easy start of 2008. The journey of road seem bumpy. but i believe it will become smoother. we just need to work hard and be focus and move on.
It is another 14th of the month. It is always been a good memory in my mind. Although it is full of sour and bitter and spicy, but it is very very sweet as well. Let the good memory grow in our heart.
Move on, and i am sure tomorrow will be a better day! Just need to keep work hard!

Buddy.. now i understand......

2008-01-03T23:36:00.000+08:00

i still can recalled vividly, there is once my close buddy told me this, he found it so hard and difficult to forget and let go. he seem so miserable.... at that moment of time, i cant really realize how he felt, i kept saying words to comfort him. i tried to spend some time to call him, chat with him..... but now i really realized how it feel. Buddy, i not easy. is really tough.

but life is still need to go on no matter how tough it is. KEEP MOVING!

Happy New Year 2008

2008-01-02T19:00:00.000+08:00

Happy new year 2008!

It is a brand new start. A new year with new resolution in life.

2007 had been a great and unforgetful year yet was full of up and down. I stopped dreaming of having financial freedom, staying in big house, bring luxury car, quitting the 'dream job' that i have been working hard for almost 3 years, venturing into lecturing, giving tuition.....and doing some free lance job. It has not been an easy year. Some one which is very close to me asked me this before, are you enjoying lecturing? are you happy with where you are? doing wat you like? .......... i don hate wat i am doing now, but obviously if i have the option, i will denitely doing something else which i always dream off. Is not easy, but i think to kick off and to maintain a living, i still need to continue wat i am doing now, be focus and i am sure i can get a fruitful outcome also.

In 2007, i had make one of the most difficult decision in my life also, that is to let go and move on. Let go some one who i really in love with.... some one that i am willing to give up everything, including my life...... someone that i can sacrifice everything for..... someone who is always in my prayer....... but LOVE, it's like our hand, it need both to clap. To let go and move on doesnt mean that i don have the feeling any more, this special feeling of love will always be deep inside my heart, no matter where am i, where i go....... thanks for the wonderful years, months, weeks, days, hours, minutes, and seconds........

2008 just started..... honestly i felt lost. I don know wat is my direction in life. i know that there are plenty of challenges that i need to face, i need to overcome, but i am just not ready for it. The end of 2007 and the beginning of 2008, i am trying so so hard to move on, i tried to make myself as busy as i can, as tired as i can, so that i can sleep well at night without missing some one..... i am praying hard that i can able to make it, and move on to be a better person in life.

Let set our dream and goal in life and go for it. Tommorrow is a better day!

Malaysia International FIreworks Competitions

2007-09-04T15:49:00.000+08:00

Floria Exhibition at Putrajaya

2007-09-03T16:23:00.000+08:00

PUTRAJAYA FLORIA, the Putrajaya Flower and Garden Festival set to become an annual floral festival for the nation’s Federal Administrative Capital, is held in conjunction with the 50th National Day Celebration and alongside the 44th International Federation of Landscape Architects (IFLA) World Congress.

The 9 day fiesta will take place between 25th August and 2nd September 2007.
Aspiring to be a Floral City, Putrajaya celebrates PUTRAJAYA FLORIA as part of the main event dedicated to the nation and the people of Putrajaya. It is an initiative that would further promote the Federal Administrative Capital globally and creates awareness amongst its inhabitants and the people of Malaysia of the uniqueness of the Garden City of Putrajaya.

PUTRAJAYA FLORIA is an international event that is owned and hosted by Perbadanan Putrajaya (Putrajaya Corporation). The event will showcase a spectacular display of flora creativity as well as local and international garden designs.

Went there during the weekend . It was pretty great experience. Here are some of the photos taken.....

I want to share this.......TRUE FRIENDS

2007-07-05T10:18:00.001+08:00

TRUE FRIENDS CARE

SO MUCH ABOUT US.......

THEY WANT US TO BE ALL WE CAN.

THEY FILL US WITH CONFIDENCE,

GIVE US SUPPORT,

AND SHOW INTEREST IN

ALL THAT WE PLAN.

THEY SEE THE GOOD QUALITIES

OTHER MAY MISS AND

INSPIRE US TO KEEP OUR AIMS HIGH.

THEY URGE US TO PURSUE

ALL OUR GOALS AND

TO TRY TO FULFILL EVERY DREAM -

NO MATTER HOW

DISTANCE THEY SEEM.

THEY ASSURE US THAT

NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS,

THEY ARE ALWAYS BEHIND US

IN ALL THAT WE TRY.

THEY SHOW THEIR DEVOTION

BY MAKING US FEEL

THERE'S NO REASON

WHY WE CANT SUCCEED.

TRUE FRIENDS GLAALY STAY WITH

US WHEN TIMES ARE TOUGH -

GENTLY GIVING US HOPE,

SHOWERING US WITH LOVE AND

ALL THE ENCOURAGEMENT

OUR HEARTS MAY NEED.

My Little Cute Pets - Sugar Glidder

2007-06-26T12:42:00.000+08:00

Two new born babies.... so cute.....

The 'mum' with the little glidder

welcome the two new family members, this is one of them.. cute?

now you see the couple.......

try to escape??? hehe!!

Seem so hungry and waiting for the foods......

L+O+V+E=???

2007-06-22T14:20:00.000+08:00

L+O+V+E = LOVE? How to define LOVE?

Love is unconditional?

Love is out of affection, or likingm for passion.

Love is without compensation, gratuitously.

Love come with different taste......

Sweet, sour, hot, spicy........................

Love.....

It is like waking up in the morning wanting to be with that one person.

It’s like knowing that you want to spend the rest of your life with that one person.

It’s like crying every night when the one you love doesn’t love you back.

It’s the feeling that pain in your heart when you lose that one person.

I Really Love You..........

2007-06-22T00:07:00.001+08:00

I send you my love and also a smile,

With you beside me, I can cover any mile

You give strength to my feet, to walk life's busy street....

You make me aware, of life's thoroughfare,

You make my days brighter, and my work burdens lighter.

You're always beside me, and helping me see.

Truly you're great !!

And nothing's more worthwhile

Than the warmth of your beautiful smile!

There's hardly a cloud the sun cannot break through

Keep smiling my love, I'm rigiht beside you

Thank you, my love for the little things you bring my way,

Things I often take for granted as i go about my day,

Last evening's lovely dinner and today's thoughtful kindly deed

Your hand always outstretched to me, in case I feel the need.

I Love You Dearly

2007-06-21T23:41:00.000+08:00

You're the dearet thing in my life today

You make me so happy, so merry and gay

There's no need for me to seek out the reason

I just need you beside me, from season to season!

Our feeling of love blend with such splendour

I simply adore your manner so tender

You speak from the heart, sincere and wise

You give me so much to make me rejoice.

It's been more than years

Since i saw you so near

I miss you so much

And long for your touch

I loved you far deeper than you'll ever know

My feelings however I found hard to show,

And now the twilight and freshness of dawn

Has long gone sour since you've been gone.

Oh great is my loss for I no longer find

The joy of your love now wiped from my mind.

Was it just last night your life touched mine?

When my head went bust with too much wine

I hope and I pray that you were sincere

When you told me that you would brighten my year.